Saturday, May 16, 2009
when it happens
This has been my life this week. Alot of face-first into the emotional brickwall.
But I am not defeated, I will not despair and my soul will not shrink. I'm being tested and tried and I hope I am not found wanting.
The evil one always knows our weak parts and he knows mine is relationships. I am remembering my greatest Friend and my dearest Love will never leave me nor forsake me. As long as I keep my eyes & heart on Him, I can withstand everything thrown at me.
I need to remember I'm being molded and crafted and I cannot blame and I have to take my eyes off me and my pain. I need to look past the immediate and try to be who Christ would have me be, if I truly am His follower.
But, it's still painful to be thrown against that wall time and time again.
Looking forward to worshiping tomorrow!
PS Just so no-one misinterprets this.... Farmer-dear and I are fine! It's other things.