Showing posts with label Church. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Church. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Longing.....



This touched me deeply today. Thank you Pastor! ( http://aaronhouseholder.blogspot.com/ )

"You yearn for a holy place because the stench of your unholiness, your un-separateness, your common, petty guile and smallness, is sometimes so stark that you would sooner go without air than breathe it in. You yearn for a holy place even if you think you may be damned, because to be in it is to know, only fleetingly, only with darkened gaze, that there is something more than you and the things that are so very much like you.

Your heart and flesh cry out for a space that is more than just a meeting house for commemoration and remembrance and symbols. You are desperate for a space where the God who is a love you can scarcely think on waits to commune with your pale, quavering soul. A place that is holy because it embraces the great mystery of death begetting life, of the tomb containing joy, of sorrow and hope intertwined in a world that would deny you your full portion of both.

You are desperate for the soft spilling light of sun pouring through stained glass, for the rustle of your clothes as you kneel, for the cross by which even someone like you might be healed, for the trembling prayer, the whispered blessing. You cry out for a place that will remain holy even after you have been in it. A place so holy that you pose no threat to it, so holy that it can embrace you in all your smallness and be no smaller itself, no less clean nor true nor solid."




Praying for Revival!
K~

The Revival Hymn
**"The world out there is not waiting for a new definition of Christianity,
it's waiting for a new DEMONSTRATION of Christianity!" -
Paris Reidhead, preacher from the 30s-40s
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Monday, March 23, 2009

A short break


Just a note to let you all know, I'm not leaving blog-land forever, but need to take a short break. You probably won't even miss me. So maybe this is just permission to myself that it is "OK" to take a break and not feel guilty. :o)

Our church's annual Easter Pageant is coming up soon and I'm helping in the costume department this year. Since I'm new there, I feel slightly lost all the time. I'm so glad everyone has patience with me.
I've been stitching and sewing and tacking costumes and getting to know some of the older ladies of the congregation. Plus both ways. :oD
This week I have to make 6 cowls/head-dresses and.... a diaper cover for a Fainting Goat! Yes, you read correctly.... a diaper cover for a goat! lol Out of fake fur. LMHO! I think I'll need a liner and then the fake fur over the top of that. Not sure how this will work out. I'll let you know & hopefully will remember to take photos of the finished product on the goat.

And we will be babysitting for a neighbor's sweet 9-month old boy this Friday evening. I've been in the 1-year old room at church for the past few Sundays and they are fun. (Once you get past the tantrums & screamings.) But the diaper changes are worse than the infant nursery. OY~

And Easter itself is coming and we have a houseful coming. So I'll be cleaning and cooking after the Pageant is over. (Pageant is Palm Sunday weekend for local readers. If you want more info, email or message me or leave a comment here.)

And I really need to get to Spring Cleaning. REALLY! The number of dead flies in my bedroom is too embarrassing to count, but it's bad! They winter-over in the walls and find their way out into the windows. And then die if it is still cold. All I know is, it's gross and embarrassing and I need to clean up there ASAP!

And... our newest cows are close to calving. Matter of fact, Mama 331 had TWINS yesterday. Both heifers and are black. Such cute little things! I couldn't get a photo last evening as it was too dark by the time I got home to see them. But I'll get one soon. Farmer-dear put Mama and babies in the barn this morning as we are in for some nasty weather over the next 24 hours and falling temps. Typical, ugly March weather.
The other 3 mamas should be having their calves soon. So we may be making other barn arrangements as the weather worsens.

So, as you can see.... it's just a little busy here on the Prairie Farm. When I start to feel really stressed about life, it's time to let go of some of the inessential activities for a little while.
But no worries, I'll be back with more of my random chattiness in a few weeks.

Until then,
Hugs!
Kay~

** "March arrives to martial music; it's a warrior month; the winds are trumpets, the bright banners of the sky are unfurled, and the pennants of the clouds flutter. Now and again drums roll in an unseasonable thunderstorm, or the snow comes galloping in like white horses."
~~Faith Baldwin, Evening Star(1964)

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Easter 2007



(Resent thrift store finds and a Spring Celebration display. Just needs some real Spring flowers, doesn't it?)


Happy Tuesday Readers!

I had the day off from the office on Monday and thoroughly enjoyed it. I  got up with Farmer at 4:30, read part of the Sunday paper, drank a cup of coffee, but was falling asleep in the chair, so gave in and slept until 8:30. 
I got dressed right away (cuz you know if I wouldn't have someone would have shown up at the door and I'd have looked like cat puke again), hair done, breakfast eaten (if you can call a piece of Sunday's dessert & coffee, "breakfast" ), laundry done, kitchen straightened, living room straightened, bathroom spritzed and I installed my Norton Antivirus and scanned my computer. So far, nothing lurking behind the scenes. 


We had a lovely Resurrection Sunday. I had the house cleaned on Friday and spent Saturday afternoon cooking and preparing our meal.


(This odd looking thing is Whole Wheat Challah bread.  Looks funny, but tasted good. )





(The rest of my Saturday baking:  homemade crescent rolls, pumpkin pie & the crust for Cream Puff Dessert.)

I tried my mil's homemade roll recipe using my Kitchen Aid mixer instead of by hand or the bread machine.  Farmer and Nat said they were close, but I obviously used too much flour.  They are a bit dry.  But I'm getting closer.  My  mil and I used to joke about our individual "claims to fame."  I can make pie crust, she couldn't and her rolls were to die for!  Mine never turn out as light and fluffy, no matter what recipe I use.  So this was a nice little pat on the back, that I'm getting better at it.  I also made Porgurgese Sweet Easter Bread, a new recipe, that tastes ok, but again, a little dry.   This time I over-baked it.  Still getting used to the new oven too.




(And what is Ressurection Sunday with out Colored Eggs??  These were done using the old stand-by, food coloring.  The green and blue eggs are light tan, so they ended up darker, but more interesting I think.)


All I had to do on Sunday morning was mix up the Mennonite Fruit Salad, clean the strawberries and make the relish tray & dip.




(And here is our holiday table, ready for guests.)

 We did not have Sunrise Service at our church, but it was heart-filling anyway.

Our pastor used the word "empty" as the basis of his sermon.  He applied it to the empty tomb, Christ "emptying" himself of his God-likeness in order to take our sins, us feeling "empty" without Him and how we need to "empty" our lives of all the  things that weigh us down and keep us from Him and what He has for us. 
Pastor used rocks as examples of those things that weigh us down; filling his pockets with the weight of sins, concerns, etc. At the conclusion of the sermon, he invited us to take a rock and either sign our name on it as a symbol of our having given the weight of our lostness & empty future to the Lord &/or writing on the rock what was weighing us down, what we needed to empty from our lives in Him. We then could lay those rocks at the foot of the cross (the real wooden cross we use in the Easter Performance the church puts on each year for the community).

Now, if you would know my Farmer in "real life" you would know he is not one for public display. He doesn't mind if I worship with raised hands or clap, but he doesn't do those things. So I figured he would not want to go up for this congregational response.  I have been trying to let him be the head of our home in our spiritual life and even though I really felt the need to write something on a rock and give it to the Lord, I was content to let him decide if we would participate.

The aisles were filled as the congregation went forward and we sat and I prayed for that continued contentment and that if God wanted Farmer to do this, to impress it on him. At the almost last moment, Farmer asked me if I wanted to do this? I whispered I would go if he wanted to.
God is good and we did get some of the last rocks and while it was a bit humbling to be among the last ones going up on the platform (and not being able to hide in the crowd), it was freeing to be reminded of Christ's being emptied to take my sins and to be able to lay the burden of loneliness at church at His feet.

 We had several people who don't usually greet us, do so yesterday. Maybe it was my spring-like pink sweater catching their eye or the fact we had to sit in a different spot because of all the visitors. Whatever the reason it was nice to be "seen."
And Pastor made a point of thanking us for the home-grown beef we had given them for the food showering the church family did on their first anniversary of their appointment here. Their family prayed for us and that is always a lovely thing. 

 The rest of the day was filled w/ too much food, the guys napping in the afternoon and me cleaning the kitchen. Ah well.... I enjoy the tidiness more than they do anyway.  



( I think I'm going to end up paying for this one.   Ds2 on the left, Farmer on the right.  And yes it was chilly, so they had to get all snuggled under blankies.)

We did chores and spent the evening quietly, talking with the Ohio bunch late in the evening.

Ds2 came back out on Monday to help with stuff around the farm.  He mowed my front yard.  What a sweetie.    And he helped Rick get our picnic table from his sister's house in town.  All he asked in return was some of the leftover dessert.  

Other than that I just piddled the day away.  Enjoyed my ballerina coverlet ebay treasure (more on that later); made a simple supper of soup, grilled cheese, deviled eggs and fruit salad.

Starting today, we'll be eating healthier again.  No more fattening desserts or potato casseroles or homemade rolls with real butter.   oh my!
 
Hope all my readers had a wonderful holiday too.  Let us remember every day:  He Is Risen!! 

Country Hugs,
Kay on the farm

** "The hidden glory of salvation is that everyone gets a chance to start
over in life. "
~Calvin Miller~